I have three different friends who are pregnant with their third child right now. One has always wanted a big family and was planning #3 almost as soon as #1 was born; the second really wanted a boy (after two girls); and I'm not exactly sure about the third, although I knew she was trying for another. Part of me says "awwww, a BABY!", but most of me says "hell no!" I am so happy with our family size, and really with our life. I feel so blessed.
Friend #1 is grumpy and uncomfortable, now nearing the end of her pregnancy. I've been trying to send her encouraging thoughts to get her through these final weeks, but I totally feel for how uncomfortable she is. This third one has been hard on her physically, and she's had more trouble than with her first two. Friend #2 is also nearing the end of her pregnancy, and she is literally radiant and gorgeous and happy. I saw her a few nights ago for dinner, and she both looked great and appeared to be in a really great place. And Friend #3? She's halfway through her pregnancy and finds out the gender of her baby next week. . .and her husband just told her he wanted a divorce.
I know that there is never a good way to end a relationship, especially a long one that involves small children. But. . .some ways are less terrible than others. It is actually possible to have a little grace and compassion for someone that you once loved, even if you don't love them any more. Unfortunately, at every turn, my third friend's husband has behaved in the most terrible way possible. And here she is, on top of everything he has said and done to her, pregnant and unemployed, with two small children. I am so devastated for her.
She should have a few more months to be grumpy and uncomfortable, but eagerly awaiting her new arrival. Or she should have a few more months of radiant, beautiful anticipation. She shouldn't, under any circumstances, be facing a sad, anxious, unexpected and very uncertain future, all because her husband failed to be honest with her months ago. I hope hell has a special place for a man who intentionally fathers a child that he knows he's going to walk out on.