Crazy Days

Thank you SO much for all the thoughts (and for the info on what your RE's do re: bloodwork and u/s. . .who knew there was such a range!) Part of me still can't believe it's real. . .part of me just feels incredibly at peace. Whatever is going to happen is going to happen, and all I can do is take good care of myself and roll with it.

I still haven't told T. I am tempted to tell him tomorrow, but tomorrow will be insane. I'm chairing a fundraiser for a local nonprofit, and the event is tomorrow night. I spent all day today preparing, and I have another long day ahead of me tomorrow. I don't want to do the big reveal, and then have to run out of the house. Plus, there will be wine involved tomorrow night, and tons of friends around. Big news + big event + big amounts of wine will definitely result in him telling people, which I am completely against at this stage! I'm not sure I want to wait until Wednesday, though, which is our anniversary, so I might do it on Sunday. We'll see.

Please think good thoughts for my fundraiser. It's tough to raise money in this economy, but every penny we raise will help families in need. I am thrilled to be able to do this work. . .and I am thrilled that tomorrow is the event. I can't wait to have my free time back, and just in time for a laundry list of pre-baby projects!