Sunday, May 3, 2009

Third Time Is The Charm?

There is a whisper of a line on my HPT this morning.

I am not even excited.

I can't get my hopes up, not after what happened last month, and particularly not after the doctor telling me that egg quality is the problem, and that Clo.mid wouldn't do anything for my egg quality.

Tomorrow is the day that I'm scheduled to talk to the RE's office, anyway, and they had planned to do a beta tomorrow, in preparation for the next cycle. It's just that now there might be a little more riding on the beta than I had expected.

Edit: I am approximately 9DPO today. Per the CBEFM, I am 9DPO, but I never quite had a temp spike, because we started sleeping with the windows open around the time of O. I usually use both to pinpoint ovulation. I've had the CBEFM be off by a day before, so I don't rely on it entirely. I chart on Fertility Friend, and that has me O-ing on CD18, which would make today only 8DPO. I'm sure that's not right, though, just going by the horrible ovary pain that I had this month, which was strong on CD16, lessening on CD17, and gone by CD18.

6 comments:

Shannon said...

wow, how many dpo are you? Hopefully that line gets darker...and the beta(s) bring good news.

Manda said...

I'm just gonna sit here beside you and pat your hand, okay?

JamieD said...

I hope you find good news at your RE appt in the morning.

It just takes one, right?

Waiting with you . . .

Busted said...

Many fingers crossed and hoping for good news for you.

Lollipop Goldstein said...

I'm holding hope for you. Please post after the RE appt.

~Jess said...

I'm hoping and praying for good things for you this cycle! Hang in there....