Wednesday, May 7, 2008
I got nothin' this week. Work is crazy. I'm exhausted. I'm still suffering from shall we say the delicate condition of my digestive system. I see the specialist tomorrow. I keep having minibreakdowns and crying because this is soooooo not where I want to be. I want to be healthy. I want to feel good. I want to go to sleep and wake up 6 months from now and have behind me the Big Project and the long climb uphill that I'm worried I'm facing with my health. And, I'm on day 16 of my cycle, and still registering "low" on the CBEFM. I've never gone to day 16 without hitting high, so even though we're not even TTC this month, I'm starting to freak out a little about whatever the hell is wrong with my girlparts. See? Nothin.' Well, nothin' good.