Today is CD14, and I got an egg on the monitor. CM? Check. Ovulation pain? Check. Temperature still in the pre-O range? Check.
I can scarcely believe it, but all signs point to what the textbooks seem to call a "normal" cycle. I don't want to get my hopes up too high. But, I've NEVER ovulated this early before, or had anything resembling the CM I've experienced over the last few days.
I'm feeling freakishly optimistic. I don't know why. In a few days, I will be marking the one year anniversary of my miscarriage, but I feel like that is all in the past. After everything over the last year--the miscarriage, the complete lack of any cycles, the screwed up cycles, the delayed ovulation, the bizarre infection, the medical problems. . .I feel like this might really, finally work. I don't know why, and it sounds kind of crazy, but I just do.