Saturday, August 23, 2008

Holy Crap!

Today is CD14, and I got an egg on the monitor. CM? Check. Ovulation pain? Check. Temperature still in the pre-O range? Check.

I can scarcely believe it, but all signs point to what the textbooks seem to call a "normal" cycle. I don't want to get my hopes up too high. But, I've NEVER ovulated this early before, or had anything resembling the CM I've experienced over the last few days.

I'm feeling freakishly optimistic. I don't know why. In a few days, I will be marking the one year anniversary of my miscarriage, but I feel like that is all in the past. After everything over the last year--the miscarriage, the complete lack of any cycles, the screwed up cycles, the delayed ovulation, the bizarre infection, the medical problems. . .I feel like this might really, finally work. I don't know why, and it sounds kind of crazy, but I just do.

4 comments:

Portraits In Sepia said...

ah. good luck to you!! I hope this is it!

ginnygrl said...

congrats on the "normalcy"! sometimes it just feels good and you just have to stop and wallow in it!

Lucia said...

Yeah!! I think this is the month...and I want to believe that I will follow right in your footsteps.

JamieD said...

Holy crap!! All signs point to ovulation!!

Now get off the computer and get in the bedroom!!