Wednesday, April 1, 2009

BFN

So, I've tested. . .four times. My temperature has been wacky--falling heavily but then rising again. But the meaning of the negative tests is decisive, regardless of what the temperatures look like.

I'm surprisingly okay with it. I'm in a really good place right now. If it had worked the first Clo.mid cycle, I think I would've truly felt like it was doomed, because that kind of good luck can only be followed by very bad luck, in my corner of the universe. So, onward we march. I have an "clo.mid check" dr.'s appointment on Tuesday, and assuming everything looks good, I will be back on the Clo.mid at some point next week. I expect AF will be here tomorrow or Friday. I'm hoping not until Friday, because otherwise my dr's appointment falls on CD6, and I will have to move up my dr's appointment, which would just be a pain.

6 comments:

Io said...

Aw poop. But I'm glad you're feeling ok. And that you know that clomid doesn't turn you nutso. Hopefully 2nd times a charm.

My Reality said...

I am sorry.

JamieD said...

I'm sorry, but glad you are in a good place. How was your cycle on Clomid overall? Good O date? Good LP? Do you feel good about trying it again?

infertilityrocks said...

Well crap for a BFN. You sound amazingly resilient however. I LOVE my CD3 follie scan because it always gives me a new plan and mends my heart just a little each month.

~Jess said...

I'm sorry sweetie: Hang in there....keep your spirit up :-)

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